To My Favorite Liar, To My Favorite Scar

2011-02-12T09:02:00.001-08:00

im back!

and reset the password to get back on!

yay for blogs!

i will continue to post photos and updates.

2009-03-10T21:02:00.000-07:00

Sister Guadalupe Noemi Morales
Utah Provo Mission
2520 N University Ave. Ste. 100
Provo, UT 84604

Adress Write Me!

my fam.

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mexican biker gang!

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2009-03-09T21:11:00.000-07:00

atmosphere
Bartdavenport
Beck
Bent
Billy Idol
blonde Redhead
Boards od Canada
Camera obscura
Cassius
Crystal Castles
Cultre Club
Dangerdoom
Depeche Mode
DJ Shadow
Doves
Duran Duran
Eagles of Death metal
Electric Light Orcherstra
Erlend oye
Felix Da House cat.
Film School
Fichersspooner
Flamming Lips
Four Tet
Frost
The Go Find
James Figurine
Jose Gonzales
Justice
Kings of Convenience
Klaxons
Magnet
Mathew Dear
Memphis
Midlake
Midmight Juggernauts
Mylo
The National
New Order
Pet Shop Boys
Ringside
Rouge Wave
Royksopp
Smog
Sterophonics
Strokes
Tears For Fears
Thievery Corporation
Tosca
Travis
A Tribe Called Quest
VHS OR Besta
White Williams
The Whites Boy Alive
Wolf Parade
The Wombats
120 Days
!!!
I need these back

2009-02-27T22:04:00.000-08:00

so much for posting pictures... well i will do it for my last week here. I have so many things to do and people to see.

I got stranded tonight. It was raining. My windshield wipers stopped working. Tried to fix it. Didn't work. Called Taryn to rescue me. Soon after i called Taryn my phone died! it was awful.
But I was saved by Taryn!

Lisa's mom is helping me make skirts for my mission on the account that I can't find skirts that fit.
I felt like I was on Project Runway! Photo's to Come I promise!

2 weeks left.

2009-02-23T07:33:00.000-08:00

I watched the Oscar's last night. Lina, Amanda, Taryn and Jamie Came over to watch.
I had middle eastern food on Saturday night. It was good! Different but good.
Saturday morning, Temple. I wish I could write about my experience here but I'll save this experience for my tangible journal.
Saturday I was just drained.... such a spiritually draining day. So I went home like at 11. So early right?!
Friday there was a "Chones Party" at the girls house. And it was also a goodbye party for Rachel. I was getting ready to leave it was 11:30 or so. But Rachel gathers all the girls in the house and brings them back to her room. We picked a song to dance to (miley/hanna) and she was just like ok everyone take off your cloths and dance! So 95% of the girls took off thier pants and danced around for a good 2 minutes with out pants! haha It was soo funny! I didn't think anyone was going to do it but i'm glad they did, It was liberating. haha
I'm really sad that she is leaving. She is on of the nicest girls here in the ward. Maybe she will be back when I come back from my mission.
that was my weekend.

I leave in 2 weeks!! OMG! i have notthing ready! I'll get it done...

peace and love

2009-02-13T15:20:00.000-08:00

I never write and i never post pictures anymore. I will make a big effort to do it. I do something everyday that is cool i guess.

I'm really enjoying this cut copy CD that my friend gave me! I want to sing along and dance.
it is 67 outside and all i want to do i get a bike and go to the park. No one has a bike here. I do but it is in storage. I'll go to the park by myself if i have to. 60-70 degrees is perfect weather but there can't be any humidity!

i leave for my mission in like 3 weeks and i have yet to buy clothes...

I'm hungry for strawberries...

PEACE!

VICKIE!

2009-02-02T10:34:00.000-08:00

vickie what the hell! I cant leave comments on your blog!!!
Betty's are tough.
Just be like BETTY! what is your deal! i know you and this is how you act when...
be honest with Deb. that way she knows you care about her.

you have weird dreams like dad... scary or cool you decided.

sorry i cant come and visit. I'm broke!

I'll never have a dinner like i had last night

2009-01-18T07:55:00.000-08:00

1/18
I went over to Peter's yesterday because his mom wanted to make me dinner. It was cool I thought i was going to casual but his mom made dinner and we ate it in their dinning room with music in the background. Kinda fancy... Anyways so it was jut me Peter and his parents. Eating with Peter is always entertaining. But at this dinner he talked about Masons, Ninja fighting styles, being cultured, a Celin Dion Concert, Ligers and by the end of dinner Peter was proving to his parents that he could tear a phone book in half. Like in the middle of dinner Peter got up to find a phone book so that he could tear it in half! I was laughing so hard and so was Peter's dad. It was just great like the conversations that we were having and Peter's mom was just trying to to have this nice dinner and she was chuckling every once in a while.
I was i had taped that dinner. I was AMAZING!
we went to barns and noble afterwards to look at their art books.

Friday 1/16

Wednesday 1/14

Oh!

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i really enjoy reading tom and quinn's blogs. They make me laugh! sometimes that just all i need.

Thanks guys.

I wish i was funny like you all! By you all I do mean all of my friends!

So I just really want to get my mission call. I'm making plans to drive out to Idaho and visit Vickie and "My Boyfriends" plus some other friends. Planing on doing this with my new friend Rachel i really hope this works out. But I need to get my call so I know by when I should go visit.

I have so many movie that i want to watch. I just don't think that anyone is really interested in watching movie and chilling out... I don't mind watching movies by myself i just feel stupid laughing out loud when no one is around.

2009-01-05T08:49:00.001-08:00

BAM! MISSION PAPERS ARE IN!

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check check check check it out!
i got a crush on the Beastie Boys... i mean like the music not the guys like i do with Kevin Jonas... haha jk on the jonas brother thing... kinda of...
vickie leaves on tuesday its going to be weird... it'll be just fine though i think we both need this. So after like a year i think my papers will finally be in next Sunday. i wanted to leave a year ago but i think i got scared at one point and then they lost my medical forms but now i'm 100% digging the whole mission thing. i just need one more interview and that goes down next Sunday. maybe sooner...

PS I REALLY WISH I WAS GOING BACK TO SCHOOL!

2008-12-12T10:16:00.001-08:00

BUT i just want my friend back, that is all i want, my friend...

2008-12-12T09:59:00.001-08:00

sounds less sleeps is good! 12/10

this is how mexicans work out! 12/9

ugly x-mas sweater party 12/11

2008-12-04T13:41:00.000-08:00

my long lost sister amanda!

2008-11-25T16:04:00.000-08:00

i dont fee like my self.
i woke up in a funk today... actually the past cuple days.... can i get back to me please.

Christmas season!

2008-11-23T21:11:00.000-08:00

this was saturday night!
atlantic station new friends, new times, good times. This should be our Christmas card!

but as for today... today was the weirdsest day... notthing felt right... it scares me, its like i forgot something and i never found out what it was?

2008-11-17T18:24:00.000-08:00

I made a really good friend at church! amanda! she's mexican and alot like me and vickie in the sense that we are mexican but we dont really act/dress like it! she's a year older but it like she is my older sister haha. stake conference was yesterday and saturday! she came over to eat my mom's mexican food saturday! And i also made another friend geoffrey and he came to eat as well they both thought it was deliciouses! Geoffrey is so smooth and silly, glade that were're friends with him. and by "we" i mean me and vickie. we ate Chiles Rellenos! my favorite! and Sunday me vickie and amanda had pancakes for breakfast! we hung out like all weekend going to sunken doughnuts and chilling out! i love friends!

got my wisdom teeth taken out today! this was what i looked like when i got back home. haha
my face was numb from the ears down and i dont know how other people feel but my face felt like it was fat! its was weird feeling. but this was my first time to ever get sugery and i was pretty scared! i dont know when i actually feel asleep and i dont remeber getting home! vickie video recored the event! i'll post it her later.

gezz

2008-11-08T09:30:00.000-08:00

i need to update! photos to come.

i made friends.

a mexican could quite possibly be my half sister!

and 2 boys!

i miss idaho!

i miss my friends there!

peace and love

My Baby Calls Me Rachero Caliente!

2008-09-21T19:06:00.000-07:00

i didn't do a good job this week at taking photos...

These are my favorite shoes. My brown warped vans i got them in destine florida with talia and vickie summer before my senior year. they were 10 bucks and the guy that gave then to me thought i was cute so he gave them to me for 8!they have been through alot! they are going to go bye bye soon. they have multiple holes everywhere. but they are the most comfortable things ever! i dont know if i have the heart to throw them away. 9/15

This is Denise. She is my cousin's daughter cute huh!she is 2! you cant help but melt when you meet her. we all went to go get ice cream and and her ate our ice cream

on the floor in front of Brusters and then i finished mine on the b

ench where i took this photo of her. She is one of the few kids who doesnt smile or react when there is a camera. I thought that was fascinating.

9/19

vickie in the car with a mouth full of Carne Asada tacos but she couldnt help but sing along to Shake Your Peace in the car! 9/21

Day 9/14

2008-09-14T19:25:00.000-07:00

9/14

after being mad at my dad for yelling at me i stayed in my room for the rest of the night read Invisible Monsters again, wheat thins strawberries for dinner, listen to some new cds and went wrote about my recent photos...

it was a chill day.

DAYS AWAY

2008-09-14T18:47:00.001-07:00

paco has a girl friend and for her birthday he wanted to make her a cake and video tape him making it. Cute idea too bad the cake didn't come out ha. It was an Impossible Cake, Flan and regular cake in one. 9/9

WORK WORK WORK!

this is my view...

buenos dias/tardes... que se les ofreses?

agua or algo mas?

ok gracias....

but i will be unemployed at the end of the month... :(

9/10

Day... i lost count

2008-09-14T18:16:00.000-07:00

vickie got new headphones pretty pretty.8/31

my Friend Tyler T. After a very long time like a year i saw him and kyle again! i love seeing these guys they are so funny and just good company! however i noticed that me and Tyler have nothing in common! But we get along perfectly he has a way of making me laugh! 9/1

This is home now. Still unpacking and making things work. Hello to the 6th place i have moved into the past 2 years. sometimes i wish i could have my own room to come to when i come back to GA. its watevers.9/3

Work Work Work...

5:30-7:30 El Taco Real

i need to look cute for the customer, i get better tips when i look good ha 9/4

Cake... Daniel's birthday he is now 8 ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

9/8

LIST OF GOODIES!

2008-08-24T21:27:00.000-07:00

i want so expired Polaroid film for Vickie's Polaroid camera.

Fisheye cheap-o-camera.

A holga cheap-o-camera

and they sort of come out like this...

oh and i really want a bike! maybe not this one exactly but one similar to it that i could find at a thrift store...

AND a purse a black one...

The Office Season 3 and 4!

and all 3 seasons of Arrested Development!

I my body just wakes up at 9:50 no matter what time i went to be the next day...

2008-08-21T07:53:00.000-07:00

A- Animal of choice? Bulldogs... i know vickie is going to say that i took that from her too but i really really want one... but i mean if we are talking like wild animals...i think panthers are beautiful.

B- Born? March 31, 1987

D- Date of Choice? making food and a movie but i've never done that..

E- Essential Item? Zooey (my ipod)Dechenel

F- Favorite Foods? Chiles Rellenos

G- Gas or Diesel? i prefer an eco. friendly car

H- Hobbies? Photo journaling.

I- favorite ice cream? Vanilla with Raspberries!

J- current job? none... looking for one...

K- Kids? i want some of my own when i'm married and i want to adopt a child who is older or who is mentally challenged

L- Last vacation? mmmm... i think it was to orlando florida 06. But if i count Portland... that was this last mid semester break!

M- Morning person or Night owl? Funny i just learned i was a morning person this past semester.

N- Number of Siblings? 3, Vickie 20, Felipe 14, Dani 11

O- OCD or Sloppy? Middle but leaning more towards OCD.

P- Pet peeves? Pick up after your self.

Q- Quiet or Loud? Loud with a small crowed, Quite with a big crowd

R- Restaurants? California Pizza Kitchen. or El Taco Real

S- Sports? Volley Ball.

T- Tight wad or Spender? Tight.

U- Unknown Fact? I won third place in me Elementary School Chess Tournament...

V- Vegetables? I'm a Vegetarian! i love them all but i love Mushrooms the best!

W- Worst Habit? do i have habits?!?!?!

X- xtra curricular activities? Art club, Volleyball

Y- Your favortite things about yourself? Physically, my nose. i like that i make goals. i like that when i decided to do something that its for me and not just to please people but if pleasing people is part of it then great!

Z- Zodiac Sign? Aries

Day 53: Thursday

2008-08-21T07:29:00.000-07:00

i need to make plans to see heather and to see Talia before they leave...

Having the boys here is a lot of fun!

pictures of the day to come...

Day 49:Sunday

2008-08-17T07:01:00.001-07:00

Peter and Heathers first and most likly last "couple" photo. Heather needed a pretend boyfriend for the nigh so that the twon guys that are after her would leave her alone. funny how they didnt get the hint!

on our way back to heather's me and peter ran over a possem. eewww... we both screamed and in a way it was reliving...
Marla Singer and Tyler Durden...

me and peter got free ice cream... chewed on our spoons and gave them names!
Followed by Tatooes! Overcast kids tats! haha silly me and peter and Caitlin paid 30$ to join the fall out boy fan club... these were a few tats we got in our fan club goody package this was from like when i was 17... i'm now 21 anyways me and peter had fin putting all sorts of silly tatooes!
i believe this was the 2 nights later . me vickie peter and adam had a slumber party! we got candy like usual and we watched the virgin's suicide but i was so out of it and i fell asleep... but that didnt keep adam and peter from going crazy and filming! followed by them showing us the funniest home made videos!!! oh my!!! top 5 funniest movies i have seen! i love adam and peter together they go crazy! ha

this was our second time in athens and we helped peter paint this in his room! pretty awesome!

the line is from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind. my favorite movie as well as peters. Fun times!

Day30: Tuesday

2008-07-29T10:18:00.000-07:00

Day 25well i had a picture in the slc airport... goodbye west coast... we got home went to appelbees and went went home to hang out with caitlin! she she was our official first friend to come and see us!! i love her so much!

Day 26day

This was sunday! me and vickie drove to see peter! well from my aunts house... decided we were hungry and went to got CANDY!

let me take a minute to say then when your a kid that really all you want. so why is it that when we are all grown up that we don't eat them more often? i dont know?

So we got our candy... sour patch kids, sour skittles and M&Ms... actually and since that night every time we hung out we got candy...

Day 30?

i want to say that this was the day that me and vickie made super nachos for Peter's mom!

it was way fun! it was the first time Peter went grocery shopping! we went to buy all the ingredients and we went to make them at Peter's house! it was so

funny! mostly because Peter is crazy and funny... seriously like when he dropped a spoon or something he yelled out out loud for no reason and picked up the spoon off the ground... random and silly me and vickie love spending time with peter! he makes us laugh! The dinner proceeded to him eating the 10 layer nachos without a fork silly... oh and this was Peter's second day at being a vegetarian. and this was also the day that Petere decided he was mexican and he gave us a name... Mexitarian...

Back Home

2008-07-26T10:44:00.001-07:00

we are back to Ga!
pictures and details to come

Day 27: Tuesday

2008-07-23T11:26:00.000-07:00

MEGHAN AND BRADY GO MARRIED!

the day was full of chilling out with old and new friends.

Didn't really get to say goodbye the way i wanted to to a few of my friends.

The reception for the wedding was way beautiful. Meghan looked amazing and Brady was just a stud. They booth looked like they were from the 70! i'm so jealous!!!!!!

i said goodbye to my friends it was sad but i know i will see them again!

Meghan is like my first real friend who has gotten married! i'm so happy for her and i'm going to miss her too.

Day 26: Monday

2008-07-22T08:47:00.000-07:00

So we go up when ever you lil hearts desired took out time to get ready watched some of the movie The Fountain with Terrance, Terrance went to work and we finished getting ready to go shopping. We left and it was an okay drive down to SLC but on the way back it was a nightmare! There were no signs anywhere and we had to turn around so many times. I pumped gas for like the 2nd time in my life and that was cool. Aw man Deb was freaking out because we got lost and because we could never get on the right road back to Ogden. It was bad. Anyways we had fun.

Came back to Terrance's hung out for a bit and then we went to eat at TGIFidays. had some tasty food. came home and waited for Tom, Quinn and Landy. And then we just chilled. the rest of the night.

Peace and Love

Day 25: Sunday

2008-07-20T22:48:00.000-07:00

i hate packing and that was all i did friday morning and after noon and saturday! YUCK YUCK YUCK! So this is a photo form day 22 Thursday.

This photo is Day 23:Friday

Friday was a great day! i got up early to get everything that i need doneat school. Helped out Tyler with a photo. Cleaned and packed. Meet the Gibson's BBQ. McDonalds icecream.

Twin Bridges, I jumped! Screamed along to Hello Good

bye with Zach and Vickie! Fireworks, Rolling lit

up tires at the Spill Way! Blowing up propane bottles! and then back home with Deb

and v

ickie to clean up for white glove. BOO!

Day 24: Saturday

Checked out form colonial. at 12:oo pm and then me and Deb took showers

in the lounge ha. Followed by watching Stick It. Then Tom helped us move our stuff. Then to Ryan and Quinn's. I wanted to make sure to say bye to Ryan but Ryan ended up staying the night and so we all just hung out(Ryan, Quinn,

Tom, Deb, Vickie, and me) we went to Hard Hat and since everyone ate stakes but me i was way hungry but everyone wanted to go take naps.

Okay so we were just flipping through the channels and we saw that Broke Back Mountain was on

TV and Tom was all excited because they have been the "Gay Cowboys" for a long time making fun of the movie but they had never seen it and now it was on TV! haha So we change it it had just started i didn't think that they were really going to watch it but we saw the whole movie. I saw this movie with Kelly and Molly when it was in Theaters.

I definitely liked it better on TV. Anyways the boys ended up liking the movie. Silly. We totally missed Zach.

After Broke Back Mountain we went to Denny's came home had a Slumber Party in the living room with 3 mattresses and i just crashed i was so tired. Fun Times!

Day 24:Sunday

we got up late watched tv alot and just chilled out until we were all really hungry, We said bye to Ryan and then we grabed something to eat said bye to Brad and then me

Vickie and Deb got on the road to go to Utah! We played good sining and chick

music and it was a blast! Made a stop at Albertsons to get something to eat an

d then to Terrance's House to wait for Terrance, Zach and Jed. Terrance came home and we

watched Batman Begins and soon Zach and Jed got here and they brought Megahan and Brady, we finished watching the movie and we

went to Racheritos haha came home stayed up talking about seriously everything and then we all fell asleep. Good day!

Here are more Photo from the weekend:

Last Day of School.

2008-07-18T10:27:00.000-07:00

i'm so done with school!!

honestly i worked my but off in all my art classes but i really feel like i got an A on all of them.

however when it comes to choosing battles my art classes came first and i half A$$ed my other classes and i know for sure i got a B in my british lit class and an in my prep to eternal marriage class. but over all successful semester.

Days 14-19 Slorry

2008-07-13T07:24:00.000-07:00

All monday i stay in the photo lab and this was my image from Tuesday. I stayed in the library untill 8:00pm working on a paper and stuff. I hated it. Then i went to Matt's place to hang out and watch Freaks and Geeks. Good times i just wish me and matt would hang out more than just once a month. i guess i didn't take a photo for wednesday but this was my image for Thurday. I went to the baroque FA100 event and sat next to Meghan kat's

roommate yeah she is really cool girl and i wish i had know that she had FA100 too that way i wouldn't have felt like a losser sit by myself at all the events. Any ways i took the photo at FA100 i was trying to stay awake so i decided to take photos and see what would come up. the photo is of

my dress and necklace the color looks a bit blue and dumb.

i guess i didnt take a photo on Friday either but we got into the spori basment and watched the lion king on the projector. went back to nicool's place and made home made ice cream and chocolate chips cookies. it was like a girls night out. it was good.

saturday... float trip down the fork river! it was horrible! the water wa

s freezing. i was shivering the entire time and i cold and i got sun burned! i hated it! but i still had fun. Came home, Nap, Desg.

and Color homework and then we went to hang out with the boys pluse friends! Steve and Shauna came up to visit.

This was the photo for saturday. We decided to go to Burger king and i got a veggie burger! fries as a meat replacement! its the greatest idea ever! YUM YUM YUM!! zach got the idea from nate ( from the format) thanks Zach and Nate!

i have no idead why this is being DUMB!

finals

2008-07-10T07:20:00.000-07:00

finals week i'll be back to post pictures of the day and to update

peace and love

Day 13:Monday

2008-07-07T20:42:00.000-07:00

My day was ruined by my Desg. and Color teacher!!

However it was rescued by my productive day and by my photo being hung up on the wall in photo lab.

The Hula girl is on toms truck. Oh how i'm going to miss my boyfriends!

This was the shot of the day.
Peace and Love.

Day 12: Sunday

2008-07-07T15:42:00.000-07:00

This was the shot to 11:11 me vickie and deb stayed outside( as long as we could until it actually started to rain) watching the thunder storm. Funny how you take simple things for granted. In Georgia we always have thunderstorms but here in Idaho they aren't common. I loved watching the thunderstorm. Thunderstorms will always make me feel like a kid.
As for the shot of the day here it is.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF Day11: Saturday

2008-07-05T08:12:00.001-07:00

I HATE MY LIFE!

Later that day...

I started to read Twilight last semester read about 100 pages in one sitting and the only reason i stopped was because i needed to take a nap. It was way good and i wanted to finish it so i started to read it so i could just get away from everything that was on my mind.

Here is my shot for 11:11 we went to eat pizza

and just hang out at Quinn's parents house but we ended up just eating and talking on the Trampoline! This was really the only time that made me happy the entire day. My whole day was just off. So, i had my whole day planned out and i couldn't get any of it done!

Jake took me out to get Jamba and that got me through the morning.

I was so excited that at the end of the day i got to smile. I was finding that really hard through out the day. Oh gosh it was a crazy fun night! uncomfortable and full of awkward moves here and there! oh how i would shot myself if i didn't have the friends that i spend everyday with!

Day 10:Friday

2008-07-05T00:37:00.000-07:00

4th of july!i had fun!

emily was here and i love her!!!

we saw the parade in the morning

tom's sisters for lunch.

bridge jumping.

monkey rock.

sand bar

skatepark

firework here and there!

i love my friends and for the most part i had so much fun!

i mean i wish that handful of friends that i have outside of idaho were here to make it perfect but i loved tonight!

i love my friends!

11:11

"whats more american than Will Smith" -Zach Gibson

Oh this is my shot for the day. Nate and Quinn were wearing red shorts with strips. i thought it was a funny moment.

p.s. Spencer and Hidi are GROSS!

Day 9: Thursday

2008-07-03T23:52:00.000-07:00

shot for 11:11.

we went to rigby lake around 9 because there were going to be fireworks! we went with tom, zach, deb, vickie and EMILY!

emily was my first and favorite room mate ever! she is truly and amazing girl! She is the kind and a really great friend she always there if you need her. She will never fail you! so after rigby we just went to smith park to hang out and we ran into Ford! and it was just way chill but we all had fun!

This is the shot of the day it was just of me chillin in the park. OH yeah no school tomorrow! 4th of JULY!

Day 8: Wednesday

2008-07-03T14:46:00.000-07:00

This is my shot for 11:11

These are my shot for yesterday! Me Vickie and Zach went to go see Tilly and The Wall yesterday! we drove all the way to salt lake (4hrs) just to see them and drove back that night. It was crazy but SO WORHT IT! The venue that we went to was way small and the fans weren't that bad either! Tily did such a great job! i so want to see them again.

The ride back home was exhausting but we played a get to know you better game with zach and that was intersting and fun. oh and me and vickie made a SWEET road trip mix. i had a lot of fun yesterday!

Day 7: Tuesday

2008-07-01T16:42:00.000-07:00

11:11
me and vickie went to Daniela's going away/birthday party but i couldn't stay there so i asked Vickie if we could leave. We were seriously there for 3 mins. We left and we soon realized that we had no other friends that weren't at Danielas thing or on the way to idaho falls. BUT oh how we were wrong. Matt Hoffman wasn't there but it also didn't help that he wasn't home. So off we wen to visit KAT!!!
she was soo home we talked outside for a bit and then we made our way to Jamba on her cute yellow green buggie! Were i think we stayed to talk till about 11:30. I genuinely love and care for Kat. i know she gets it alot but i do think that she has a lot of wisdom in her and i think she is the kind of person that you have something to learn from. Oh and she is like 2 years younger than me. She is like Talia.

Here is my shot for today. Totally tyler.

Devotional was pretty good today.

I hate(d) today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

however i got a 100 on my lit quiz from last time.

Peace and Love

Day 6: Monday

2008-07-01T16:17:00.000-07:00

I get done with school around 2pm but i got out like at 1 pm i was way tired from the night before i stayed up late waiting for Jana to open her mission call which by the way she is going to ROME ITALY!

So i came back home and i took a nap and i got up and watched some SNL skits on hulu.com and i got bored so me and deb went on a bike ride so that i could take some photos.

Cam back home went to FHE came back home and i read some talks for my Prep to Eternal Marriage class and did that till about 9:00 so i spent most of my day since around 1:30 on my bed looking at my computer screen. GROSS!!

So at 9:15 Tom called vickie so that we could go to the movies.

We went to go watch Iron Man. i liked it cheese but it was good. Brandon Judy came! i never see him anymore and he is so silly.

Sorry there is not shot for 11:11 we were in the movies and it was way to dark to take a photo of what vickie was doing. SAD!

Day 5: Sunday

2008-06-29T23:01:00.000-07:00

This is my photo of the day for sunday!

we went on a bike ride! it was way to hot to stay inside. actually it was too hot for zach to stay inside his place. I was at my place painting and

watching Anne of Green Gables with Deb and Vickie. I couldn't stay inside i was starting to think too much when i was painting! i was soo happy when Zach texted me to go on a bike ride or a walk. This is actually a shot of Meghan and Brady is on the

right. Me, Vickie, Deb, Tom, Zach, Brady and Meghan went on a bike ride.

After our bike ride we had a BBQ (dear meat with some side dishes). Its so silly we had so much fun bouncing a ball from the balcony of the boys apartment while we were waiting for the food. I LOVE my Friends!!

here is my Shot for 11:11.

We were watching Arrested Development at this precise time. On Zach's Laptop, speakers and with the door open because the boys have no AC. I guess it was a ghetto way to watch it but I wouldn't have it any other way. This was the activity we choose after i came back with brownies to conclude the BBQ!

PEACE AND LOVE!

Day 4: Saturday

2008-06-29T10:22:00.000-07:00

We went to Rigby lake yesterday. How sad that it was the first time this summer that it was nice enough for us to go to the lake or "the Beach" as Meghan and Zach like to call it. Silly huh?

It was way fun! we played 500, Marko Polo and the boys played a game with a racket ball where they stand in a row and then the person with the racket ball is to aim the the boys in the row and hit them with the ball. It was funny to watch and the boys got hugh welts on the their backs.

I think that this is a typical "beach" shot and i had to because we were at "Rigby Beach" ha. Saturday as a lot of fun.

This is my photo for 11:11 i was sitting upside down. I was trying to get the water out if my hears from earlier when we went to the lake. But the water was still there. i guess i like my toes?! haha

DAY 3: Friday

2008-06-28T02:02:00.000-07:00

my shot for 11:11

we were on the couches/floor waiting to go swimming at rigby lake. well i guess it was just me vickie deb and ryan. We were waiting for it to get dark. Water was cold everyone got in but me and ryan. It was ok i hate being cold!

Photo of the day for Friday. I was woken up today by a phone call from my dad. I got ready for the day and i went to meet up with vickie in the MC she was doing lunch with tyler. I was there and i thought it was cute that vickie and tyler were sharing headphones, listening to " I want this song to play on my wedding night" song and that to the side vickie had a heart. it was an I "heart" new york shirt. I was perfect. i just wanted to get that moment documented. Not that they are in love or anything but i just thought it was cute to put all of that in a box you know.

Change!

2008-06-27T12:53:00.000-07:00

my parents are moving to the atlanta area!!!

20 min (around) from Roswell.

the Apartments are right behind the Atlanta temple!

Closer to Roswell!

Closer to My FRIENDS!

Closer to the singles ward (walking distance)

Closer to every MALL!

Just Better!!

i'm excited some what now.

i dont want to leave my Rexburg Friends at all but i'll hopefully be leaving in noverber for my mission.

DAY 2: Thursday

2008-06-26T23:05:00.000-07:00

Me vickie and tyler usually do lunch together tuesdays and thursdays. This was a quick snap shot of tyler just like he is. candid and this is so him. The placement of

his hands. that is just how tyler talks and eats and explains things with his hands like that. the next photo shows his hands. how the heck do i know this about tyler!

this is another photo that i thought documented my side of the table where me and tyler had lunch. He bought me that sweet fruit stick!

Did i mention that vickie hardly comes anymore.

i should have mentioned that tyler decided to grow a mustache!

I went to prep to eternal marriage and we were watching the movie that opra

made about tuesdays with morrie (the book is great i think the book was more moving than the movie but the movie was pretty acurate to the book)

anyways we were to write down some insights by morrie and one of them was, "if you'r

e in bed

you're dead." So i come home from school and i find vickie in my room in the spare bed lying there just reading her boo

k with out a care in the world but what is going on in this book. She wasnt wasting her time she was just reading. I think i like how everything is washed out but her hair and the bed sheets.

Meghan's bachlorett party was tonight as well i wanted to document that as well and how everyone was wearing yellow but this one was the only one that i liked. i like how the girl's (amy) tights are pointing towards meghan. It's candid. and i like the color pallet in it.

CUTE/HOTT! haha

meghan showing off her shoes!

DAY 1 of my photo journal! Wednesday

2008-06-26T13:26:00.000-07:00

my teacher for color photo gave us the assignment of taking a meaningful photograph everyday.

but i decided from saturday that was what i wanted to do! i'm so excited for this!

here is one for yesterday.

this is Thursadays photo.

we are at the boys place waiting for their game and we just sat on the couch and watched sport center like usual. i would be shot dead if ryan wan in the photo. he's good looking i don't know what he wouldn't want to be in the shot.

anyways it was a fun time. Ryan was being really funny, vickie was being her self and i guess tom didnt take his nap because he was falling asleep.

for my series i'm taking photos of vickie at 11:11 of just at 11 i think buy here is my first one. hopefully the next ones will be good.

11:11

2008-06-24T23:26:00.001-07:00

when people say that they don't want to hear what you have on your mind it doesn't make you want to tell them anything or trust them anymore.

lehi listened to what i had to say. I was really greatful. i feel like i never have anyone to talk to anymore.

trying to think of ideas for my series for my color photo class.

i have to wake up early again!

ugh!

Time goes by with out a sound

2008-06-23T23:31:00.000-07:00

i don't want to believe that one person can determine ones feelings (sad, happy, angry).

One person does not determine who you are or how you feel!

are spencer and heidi back together? yes?

i really want him out of my life! that is all i want! i want to be myself! i dont want him to determine my worth as a person! i am special and i am important and i care and im a good person and if someone who says that they are my friend doesnt appreciate that than i am wasting my time trying to prove that to them.

i dont want him determining how i feel about myself at the end of the day. i'm hoping that if he isn't in my life i will fine and happy with out him and i will never have to think of him again.

i dont want to feel this way anymore.

mixed light assignment

2008-06-21T14:30:00.000-07:00

this will most likely be the image i will use for my mixed light assignment.

these were all taken at night. this one has a a longer exposure and in right corner you can see the light from the moon coming into the shot.

however i do like these two because of the back lighting that you can see.

i like this one better than the one on top. they are more still.

It Vickie, ryan, quinn, deb and tom

from left to right.

CAMPING!

2008-06-21T14:11:00.000-07:00

we went camping last night!

zach, tom, quinn, troy, paul, brenda(paul's wife), me vickie and 2 of brenda's friend who happen to be in my Prep to Eterna

l Marriage class (nattie and Jeslin sp?)

best camping trip so far.

zach didn't wake up cranky and he had fun.

we had hot dog which i did not eat because im a vegetarian. i had pb&js

we had a sweet camp fire that tom kept going because he is ADD and cant sit still.

And really what kind of a night would it be if the boys werent talking about past silly stories and inside jokes as well as making fun of me, which vickie joined in!! oh man.

we went to sleep around 3 and we were woken up b

y mosquitos all around, biting us, it was the worst.

zach, quinn, nattie and jeslin left soon after we woke up they all had to be back in town.

The rest of us stayed for a bit and when we decided to leave we wanted to see the water falls in the park so we ended up running into paul troy and brenda and then we decided to see the caves that were underneath a water fall in the park. walked a bit to get there and then we decided to eat breakfast, eggs, fries, and bacon.

it was tasty -the bacon.

sound track to my life

2008-06-07T00:59:00.000-07:00

IF YOUR LIFE WERE A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening Credits:
outsider- The Ramones

Waking Up:
Souljaker Part II- Eels

First Day At School:
Atlanta- Centro-Matic

Childhood:
I thought all my girl problems would go away when i turned gay- drew danburry

Falling In Love:
hard rain- shout out louds

Fight Song:
the first noel- Sufjan Stevens

Breaking Up:
For a pessimist, i'm prety optimistic- paramore

Prom:
decent days and nights- the futureheads

Life:
Nostalgia- cursive

College:
just a taste- scary kids scaring kids

High School:
carry this picture- Dashboard Confessional

Mental Breakdown:

dont be sad- whiskey town

Driving:
in the bathroom is where i want you- nightmare of you

Flashback:
so sorry- feist

Getting Back Together:
i'm actual- the formate

Wedding:
thats not really funny- Eels

Birth of Child:
Children in bloom- as tall as lions

Final Battle:
i wont be home for christmas- blink 182

Death Scene:
tan/black mates of sate

Funeral Song:
oh hell- emily haines

End Credits
rock n roll- the sounds

Special Features Documentary (Making of...):
indian summer- pedro the lion

Trailer for Sequel (the afterlife):
at the botton of everything- bright eyes

survey, me, time

2008-06-07T00:37:00.000-07:00

1.Where is your cell phone? on the dinner table
2. Your significant other? NONE!
3. Your hair? greesy and up
4. Your mother? in GA sleeping i hope it 3:39
5. Your father? sleeping too and way silly!
6. Your favorite thing? spending times with the people that i love
7. Your dream last night? i never remember my dreams

8. Your favorite drink? H2O
9. Your dream/goal? working for kids with cameras
10. The room you're in? living room with deb and vickie watching 27 dresses!
11. Your hobby? photography, eating. hanging out with my boyfriends and my girls
12. Your fear? being alone, now and in the future and that people dont really like me.
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? return missionary, done with school, married if not working for Kids with cameras or an organization like that. boyfriend, working and living in my own apartment in a city.
14. Where were you last night? chones bandits house
15. What you're not? myself
16. Muffins? cranberry
17. One of your wish list items? black skinny pants

18. Where you grew up? pretty much GA even though i lived in california for 5 yrs
19. The last thing you did? ate and watched/feel asleep to a movie with tom zach vickie and tyler
20. What are you wearing? pj shorts and the formate tshirt
21. Your TV? noisy
22. Your pets? i want a puppy so bad!
23. Your computer? macbook
24. Your life? a mess
25. Your mood? confused.
26. Missing someone? he can't be mentioned and i cant shouldnt think about him

27. Your car? none
28. Something you're not wearing? socks
29. Favorite store? forever21
30. Your summer? cold!
31. Like someone? more like a crush.."Ricky"
32. Your favorite color? purple
33. When is the last time you laughed? me vickie and deb laughed really hard and loud a bit ago the room mates are gone!
34. Last time you cried? a week ago. im so tired of crying i have never cried so much in my life
35. Tag? tag tom in the recent photos

show to come!

2008-06-06T01:14:00.000-07:00

so me and vickie went over to the Chones Bandits place tonight just like we do most nights but zach started reading Brittney's blog... so note to self never post the link to this blog.

me vickie and zach are going to see till and the wall july 2 and the boys are going to take me and vickie out on date on account that we are poor and we can/should save as much possible money for the show.

Andrew bird is playing a free show in SLC the 17 i think me and zach are deff. going vickie will most likely come too i cant go to a show with out her!

the last time i went to a show without her i was left alone while Hey Cait was with new friends i didnt know. i was BORED in between set!

I'm really happy about my hepatic and visual photo assignments i think i did an ok job!

oh so i have a crush!

he is really nice to me, which is a nice change and he is way cute. i dont know if i will do something about it i'm just glad that i could potentially like someone other than tyler!

Peace and Love

Dear Journal...

2008-05-29T00:40:00.000-07:00

Decent day today.

i didn't cry and i got a lot of stuff done and had time at the end of the day to hang out with my "boyfriends" vickie and deb!

i don't have homework that i had to get done tonight so me and vickie got to watch 2 episodes of ugly betty! I really like that show.

I got my photographs ready to be mounted tomorrow.

oh and i got a 9.5 in one of them!!

IT MADE MY DAY!! I WANTED TO HUG BROTHER CLARK!!

i got an 8 on the other one but i'm going to turn in other photo to replace that one.

i really want an A in my photo class and i'm going to work really hard to get it! even if it kills me!!!!

Tyler is dumb!

i met Kara today.

i love how i run away when lynzie is in the same room as tyler.... uh watevers!

i talked to talia today and that made me happy and i talked to heather the other day and it was really nice.

me and heather might do a kids with camera's kind of thing!

I'm excited!!

"...and it was called yellow... your only skin and bones, turned into something beautiful... you know i loved you so..."

watching terrible tv kills all thoughts

2008-05-28T00:22:00.000-07:00

i seriously hate where i am. i dont mean the state or the current room where i am.

i feel like i'm stuck and I'm not going anywhere.

i don't want to feel like i'll never be good enough, like i have failed in life, like I'm running on empty, like i cant make things right, like no one will ever love me.

I don't want to feel this way anymore.

i want my confidence back. i want to feel safe and secure with my friends. i don't want to think about the past anymore

I don't want to feel like this. I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!

I went back to read some e-mails that i got from sheen and they were sooo cute and i want him back. I want someone like sheen. he was so nice and cute and i made him nervous and he made me feel the same way. he was truly amazing! i want to find someone like him again!

i deserve someone like him.

i was an idiot for letting him go. i was an idiot for thinking about tyler when i was talking to sheen.

i can't see the big picture. all i can do is move forward do my best and know that heavenly father will lift my burdens and i will see the purpose for my trials.

goodnight its 1:42 am

Home

2008-05-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

it funny how i still say that i am from Roswell, Ga and i have been living in Lawrenceville from July- December and in Idaho since january 07 and i am currently in Idaho. Idaho is more home to me than where my parents live. I have my family, Hey Cait, Talia, Peter, and Heather in Ga they are the only reasons why i would go back. But i honestly don't want to go back. Last time i got home there was someone who was waiting for me to get home and in some way it made me more excited to go home. This time when i go back home that extra person wont be there and i hate that i feel like if they aren't there then home isn't that exciting or interesting anymore.

i should be outside taking photographs for my class.

Peace and Love

Be Safe

2008-05-07T20:10:00.000-07:00

and from time to time i do think about when he was really cute to me.

and it is better to just forget about those feelings.

my bishop is opening an account so that i can start on filling out my mission papers!

love always me.