Day 5: Sunday

This is my photo of the day for sunday!

we went on a bike ride! it was way to hot to stay inside. actually it was too hot for zach to stay inside his place. I was at my place painting and

 watching Anne of Green Gables with Deb and Vickie. I couldn't stay inside i was starting to think too much when i was painting! i was soo happy when Zach texted me to go on a bike ride or a walk.  This is actually a shot of Meghan and Brady is on the 

right. Me, Vickie, Deb, Tom, Zach, Brady and Meghan went on a bike ride.

After our bike ride we had a BBQ (dear meat with some side dishes). Its so silly we had so much fun bouncing a ball from the balcony of the boys apartment while we were waiting  for the food. I LOVE my Friends!!

here is my Shot for 11:11.

We were watching Arrested Development at this precise time. On Zach's Laptop, speakers and with the door open because the boys have no AC. I guess it was a ghetto way to watch it but I wouldn't have it any other way. This was the activity we choose after i came back with brownies to conclude the BBQ!

PEACE AND LOVE!

Day 4: Saturday

We went to Rigby lake yesterday. How sad that it was the first time this summer that it was nice enough for us to go to the lake or "the Beach" as Meghan and Zach like to call it. Silly huh?

It was way fun! we played 500, Marko Polo and the boys played a game with a racket ball where they stand in a row and then the person with the racket ball is to aim the the boys in the row and hit them with the ball. It was funny to watch and the boys got hugh welts on the their backs.

I think that this is a typical "beach" shot and i had to because we were at "Rigby Beach" ha. Saturday as a lot of fun.

This is my photo for 11:11 i was sitting upside down. I was trying to get the water out if my hears from earlier when we went to the lake. But the water was still there. i guess i like my toes?! haha

DAY 3: Friday

my shot for 11:11

we were on the couches/floor waiting to go swimming at rigby lake. well i guess it was just me vickie deb and ryan. We were waiting for it to get dark. Water was cold everyone got in but me and ryan. It was ok i hate being cold!

Photo of the day for Friday. I was woken up today by a phone call from my dad. I got ready for the day and i went to meet up with vickie in the MC she was doing lunch with tyler. I was there and i thought it was cute that vickie and tyler were sharing headphones, listening to " I want this song to play on my wedding night" song and that to the side vickie had a heart. it was an I "heart" new york shirt. I was perfect. i just wanted to get that moment documented. Not that they are in love or anything but i just thought it was cute to put all of that in a box you know.

Change!

my parents are moving to the atlanta area!!!

20 min (around) from Roswell. 

the Apartments are right behind the Atlanta temple!

Closer to Roswell!

Closer to My FRIENDS!

Closer to the singles ward (walking distance)

Closer to every MALL!

Just Better!!

i'm excited some what now.

i dont want to leave my Rexburg Friends at all but i'll hopefully be leaving in noverber for my mission.

DAY 2: Thursday

Me vickie and tyler usually do lunch together tuesdays and thursdays. This was a quick snap shot of tyler just like he is. candid and this is so him. The placement of

 his hands. that is just how tyler talks and eats and explains things with his hands like that. the next photo shows his hands. how the heck do i know this about tyler!

this is another photo that i thought documented my side of the table where me and tyler had lunch. He bought me that sweet fruit stick!

Did i mention that vickie hardly comes anymore. 

i should have mentioned that tyler decided to grow a mustache! 

I went to prep to eternal marriage and we were watching the movie that opra 

made about tuesdays with morrie (the book is great i think the book was more moving than the movie but the movie was pretty acurate to the book)

anyways we were to write down some insights by morrie and one of them was, "if you'r

e in bed

 you're dead." So i come home from school and i find vickie in my room in the spare bed lying there just reading her boo

k with out a care in the world but what is going on in this book. She wasnt wasting her time she was just reading.  I think i like how everything is washed out but her hair and the bed sheets. 

Meghan's bachlorett party was tonight as well i wanted to document that as well and how everyone was wearing yellow but this one was the only one that i liked. i like how the girl's (amy) tights are pointing towards meghan. It's candid.  and i like the color pallet in it.

CUTE/HOTT! haha

meghan showing off her shoes!

DAY 1 of my photo journal! Wednesday

my teacher for color photo gave us the assignment of taking a meaningful photograph everyday.

but i decided from saturday that was what i wanted to do! i'm so excited for this!

here is one for yesterday.

 this is Thursadays photo.

we are at the boys place waiting for their game and we just sat on the couch and watched sport center like usual. i would be shot dead if ryan wan in the photo. he's good looking i don't know what he wouldn't want to be in the shot. 

anyways it was a fun time. Ryan was being really funny, vickie was being her self and i guess tom didnt take his nap because he was falling asleep. 

for my series i'm taking photos of vickie at 11:11 of just at 11 i think buy here is my first one.  hopefully the next ones will be good.

11:11

when people say that they don't want to hear what you have on your mind it doesn't make you want to tell them anything or trust them anymore. 

lehi listened to what i had to say. I was really greatful. i feel like i never have anyone to talk to anymore.

trying to think of ideas for my series for my color photo class.

i have to wake up early again!

ugh!

Time goes by with out a sound

i don't want to believe that one person can determine ones feelings (sad, happy, angry).

One person does not determine who you are or how you feel! 

are spencer and heidi back together? yes?

i really want him out of my life! that is all i want! i want to be myself! i dont want him to determine my worth as a person! i am special and i am important and i care and im a good person and if someone who says that they are my friend doesnt appreciate that than i am wasting my time trying to prove that to them. 

i dont want him determining how i feel about myself at the end of the day. i'm hoping that if he isn't in my life i will fine and happy with out him and i will never have to think of him again.

i dont want to feel this way anymore.

mixed light assignment

this will most likely be the image i will use for my mixed light assignment.

 these were all taken at night. this one has a a longer exposure and in right corner you can see the light from the moon coming into the shot.

however i do like these two because of the back lighting that you can see.

i like this one better than the one on top. they are more still.

It Vickie, ryan, quinn, deb and tom

from left to right.

CAMPING!

we went camping last night!

zach, tom, quinn, troy, paul, brenda(paul's wife), me vickie and 2 of brenda's friend who happen to be in my Prep to Eterna

l Marriage class (nattie and Jeslin sp?)

best camping trip so far.

zach didn't wake up cranky and he had fun.

we had hot dog which i did not eat because im a vegetarian. i had pb&js 

we had a sweet camp fire that tom kept going because he is ADD and cant sit still.

And really what kind of a night would it be if the boys werent talking about past silly stories and inside jokes as well as making fun of me, which vickie joined in!! oh man.

we went to sleep around 3 and we were woken up b

y mosquitos all around, biting us, it was the worst. 

zach, quinn, nattie and jeslin left soon after we woke up they all had to be back in town.

The rest of us stayed for a bit and when we decided to leave we wanted to see the water falls in the park so we ended up running into paul troy and brenda and then we decided to see the caves that were underneath a water fall in the park. walked a bit to get there and then we decided to eat breakfast, eggs, fries, and bacon.

it was tasty -the bacon. 

sound track to my life

IF YOUR LIFE WERE A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening Credits:
outsider- The Ramones

Waking Up:
Souljaker Part II- Eels

First Day At School:
Atlanta- Centro-Matic 

Childhood:
I thought all my girl problems would go away when i turned gay- drew danburry

Falling In Love:
hard rain- shout out louds

Fight Song:
the first noel- Sufjan Stevens 

Breaking Up:
For a pessimist, i'm prety optimistic- paramore

Prom:
decent days and nights- the futureheads

Life:
Nostalgia- cursive

College:
just a taste- scary kids scaring kids

High School:
carry this picture- Dashboard Confessional

Mental Breakdown:

dont be sad- whiskey town

Driving:
in the bathroom is where i want you- nightmare of you

Flashback:
so sorry- feist

Getting Back Together:
i'm actual- the formate

Wedding:
thats not really funny- Eels

Birth of Child:
Children in bloom- as tall as lions

Final Battle:
i wont be home for christmas- blink 182

Death Scene:
tan/black mates of sate

Funeral Song:
oh hell- emily haines 

End Credits
rock n roll- the sounds

Special Features Documentary (Making of...):
indian summer- pedro the lion

Trailer for Sequel (the afterlife):
at the botton of everything- bright eyes

survey, me, time

1.Where is your cell phone? on the dinner table
2. Your significant other? NONE!
3. Your hair? greesy and up
4. Your mother? in GA sleeping i hope it 3:39
5. Your father? sleeping too and way silly!
6. Your favorite thing? spending times with the people that i love
7. Your dream last night? i never remember my dreams

8. Your favorite drink? H2O
9. Your dream/goal? working for kids with cameras
10. The room you're in? living room with deb and vickie watching 27 dresses!
11. Your hobby? photography, eating. hanging out with my boyfriends and my girls
12. Your fear? being alone, now and in the future and that people dont really like me.
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? return missionary, done with school, married if not working for Kids with cameras or an organization like that. boyfriend, working and living in my own apartment in a city.
14. Where were you last night? chones bandits house
15. What you're not? myself
16. Muffins? cranberry
17. One of your wish list items? black skinny pants

18. Where you grew up? pretty much GA even though i lived in california for 5 yrs
19. The last thing you did? ate and watched/feel asleep to a movie with tom zach vickie and tyler
20. What are you wearing? pj shorts and the formate tshirt
21. Your TV? noisy
22. Your pets? i want a puppy so bad!
23. Your computer? macbook
24. Your life? a mess
25. Your mood? confused.
26. Missing someone? he can't be mentioned and i cant shouldnt think about him

27. Your car? none
28. Something you're not wearing? socks
29. Favorite store? forever21
30. Your summer? cold!
31. Like someone? more like a crush.."Ricky"
32. Your favorite color? purple
33. When is the last time you laughed? me vickie and deb laughed really hard and loud a bit ago the room mates are gone!
34. Last time you cried? a week ago. im so tired of crying i have never cried so much in my life
35. Tag? tag tom in the recent photos

show to come!

so me and vickie went over to the Chones Bandits place tonight just like we do most nights but zach started reading Brittney's blog... so note to self never post the link to this blog.

me vickie and zach are going to see till and the wall july 2 and the boys are going to take me and vickie out on date on account that we are poor and we can/should save as much possible money for the show.

Andrew bird is playing a free show in SLC the 17 i think me and zach are deff. going vickie will most likely come too i cant go to a show with out her!

the last time i went to a show without her i was left alone while Hey Cait was with new friends i didnt know. i was BORED in between set!

I'm really happy about my hepatic and visual photo assignments i think i did an ok job!

oh so i have a crush! 

he is really nice to me, which is a nice change and he is way cute. i dont know if i will do something about it i'm just glad that i could potentially like someone other than tyler!

Peace and Love